2006 is coming! I've survived another year
2005-12-28
Wow, i thought that getting drunk four days in a row was going to leave me with barely an inch of life left. But actually i feel super!
Last night i was terribly drunk, i've never been so drunk. I giggle uncontrolably when my brother's mate, Glen sat down and ate a crisp! I definately drank too much wine and baileys :P
This morning i had no headache and no vomiting fits! Twas great. I think i must have a spell on me that protects me from hangovers. But i do have a stuffy nose which im told is a symptom of drunkeness.
Anyhoo, im getting very guilty because of the huge stack of homework that is lingering in my bedroom. But i honestly dont want to put a down on my holiday by spending half of it locked in my room, writing about how enzymes are biological catalysts. Meh indeed.
Toninght i believe im going to another party, so more booze and more stuffy nose. Perhaps i should behave myself, but hey, it's not like im at school or anything.
I've also come to an amazing realisation. Recently, i havent been myself, i have been slipping my standards. I have been changing myself for the approval of certain people.
Now i know that the acceptance of other people isn't everything. Just as long as i have a handful of friends who i care for, i can proudly say that i am Jessica Ann Goddard!
I dont care if people think that im a twat and believe me, there are some. I dont need them, who does, the little twerps. So i believe 2006 will be a fresh new start with this new philosopy.
So the next time i do something which you find disturbing. By all means, find it disturbing. I am a disturbing person. I am what i am, and what i am needs no excuses!
I hope the same goes for you guys...if not...argh to you!