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2006-02-15
Hello..i know i havent updated in like yonks but....i just couldn't find anything interesting to talk about.
I still dont really, i mean, do you really want to know about what i did these past few days? not really huh?
But the only reason you're reading this is either too bored or nosy. So, wellcome to this entry.
Anyhoo...yesterday andie sleptover and then today we went to wimborne and got wet. It always rains when i go out...bah
So, recently i've been rather bored with my life. It's extremely boring. I just find my entire life swallow with work and work. I just cant think about anything, like my feelings. Geese....i feel pretty half dead.
I wish i could just have a brea from homework and bloody grades, i just care too much about it all.
Ah well...thats me.
The other really big rant i have is very annoying to me.
You just cant please people, you try all you can to make people happy or make them like you, but you just end up sad because you change urself just to make people happier. But i do this i find myself not happy.
Sometimes i find it hard to adjust to peoples expectations, because perhaps im just either too boring or too annoying. I dunno...maybe i should just make myself happy. But making other people happy is me
aargh..its so confusing.
so....i may have to see a shrink.
Ah well.....i just have to think about three things to make me snae. Sex, billie joe and kinky songs
Hehe...so.....byesiebyes...chow and yeah....good bye