Evil Jess
2006-03-16
Well, i am going through a rapid change becasue for once in my life i am darkly hating someone. In fact, i hate them so much, that i would look over their grave and smile.
I detest them so much, that everytime i look at them, i feel sick and have to move away before i hit them.
The reason in particular is too confidentual toi put online, as is the name because i know that some fool will run off and tell her. That will result in me getting my face scatched off.
This person whom i hate has tormented me for nine long years, and for those nine years i have been forced to do as she wants in fear of losing a friend.
Odd i know, but the fear made me more a slave than a friend, i'd wait for her, make things, buy things for her. No gratitude from her, that gave me more of a reason to impress.
Then she began to get bored of me, so hated me with a passion. She maded me voice out my true feelings of her to some friends of hers then they told her. So then she turned everyone against me. Her dominating powers left me friendless and i was in the worse place of my life.
She made my life a misery and she will pay!
Now she hates me and for once, i hate her so passionately that no matter how much she hates me, i will hate her more.
I will get my revenge, she will feel the pain she caused me and this i vow.
I have been moral for too long, trying to ignore things, saying to myself that things will get better eventually. But they never did. Things turned out worse and worse until i got to a point here i could no longer bare it. But luckily, i found the use of anti-depressants and managed to sustain until i got some friends back.
She made me an empty husk, made me feel as if i was too worthless to live. But really, she doesn't deserve to live at all.
I hope that one day, everyone will see her for who see is and abdon her. She will feel pain as i have.
she cannt live without someone doing everything for her,. She only cares about herself. Just becuase i unlike her, who that other people do actually have feelings to means i am weak to her. Because i believe that making people happy and content with life is important makes me inferior.
I am sick of her!