Socialising is a crime!!
2006-06-28
21 days of no jess ness...terribly sorry!!
Well...in the three weeks in which i have fucked off in...my life has made no progress whatsoever.
I have been dying in a puddle of coursework..but i have managed!! I actually told my parents about being stressed..then crying about that.
I was sooo stressed..for you who don't know me at school, you wont understand the pressure i get from my peers without them realising it. I always get the 'HAHA i beat jess the freakish geek'
Ah well...as long as im happy...which is hardly ever. I'll do fine. Yeah right!! There's always something wrong in my life...ME
Well...aint that emo
Im going to shut up about being depressed and hating myself for ruining my life
I'm being to get extremely frightened of crowds. I had a panic attack in sainbury's the toher day and i was crying! Just because someone was behind me and i couldn't get out their way!!
I lost my inspiration in my story..so i tried to write another one. Now..i've lost inspiration in that as well!!
What is happening to inspiration these days!? I swear there's an inspiration thief.
Im single once again...i'm marvelling in my own singledom. It's actually rather great. Well...my ex was being a dick and ignoring me just because he wanted to end the relationship but didn't want to do it himself. gay or what
I now fancy someone else who i really shudnt!! He's completely out of bounds by i find it no excuse. ARGH!
I miss everyone, no one's ever online and i cant organise bourenmouth trips anymore becsaue homework is taking over my social life.
School hates socialising becasue the teachers will do anything to make sure you are stuck at home all weekend. So..if anyone wanted to speak to me and i wasnt online..you know why!!
My parents have this knack of telling me off when i go on MSN. They seem to find it a crime.
'What are you doing?' thye will demand.
"trying to maintain my social life.' i say...then i get bombarded with parentish questions like:
'Have you dont your homework? Have you tidied your room?' 'Did you phone friend X?''Is your school bag packed?'
ARRRGH
If anyone feels the same then tell me on my guestbook. Wow..thats something old and faded into the depths of everyones memory.
GUESTBOOKS PEOPLE!
I have short hair!!! woooo!!