Hello once again
2006-09-25
At last.,...the Jessage finally bothers to add an entry
I have been very bad and i haven't talked to any one on this wretched orange page.
So....to make up to all ye guys...those avid readers who don't exist, i will give you a super lengthy undate on everything that has happened.
Well...
School, school, wonderful school!! Septemeber only means one thing to me and that is PAIN!
I swear that the teachers this year are trying to murder me by suffocation of homework. Most of it, i have done. However, there are the foolsih homeworks that don't deserve my attention.
This year bears many problems, you see, it is year 11 and that means one thing. EXAMS
I hate exams becuase i worry constantly about them. Even though i have spent my entire life studying, i am still worried about failing these bloody gcses.
I realised that other day that i have a secret ambtion whihc no one knows. I was so surprirsed that i never actually told anyone my deepest secret.
I thought maybe it was becasue i was embarrassed of it...because it is my only problem. I felt misunderstood as people around me doubt my abilty to achieve things.
I dont care about my A*s that i get...i dont care about being the class 'boff'. But what i do care is that people will respect me as an actual person, not a 'geek'
I have worked my entire academic career in order to rise up. I started school as a dunce, i was in bottom sets and everything.
But suddenly i got clever and that is no joke, i did.
I started at the cbottom of the school and then in yr 8 i was getting awards and everything!! i was so surprised by this sudden rise...an achievement.
So...my message to al;l ye is this. If you want something badly. Yuou strive towards your goals and seek out all opportunities. Anything is possible....rememebe that!!
tarrah!!!